Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Road Trip......

Besides from people watching, I find an interest not in eavesdropping, but rather over hearing other people’s conversations. At times, we hear the most ridiculous, and at times we here the most sublime. At Yellowstone, I over heard a twelve year old girl said to her Mom “I DON’T LIKE NATURE.” Subsequently, Marilyn heard the same girl tell her mom while they go into a river hot spring “THIS IS BORING.” I would have slapped that child instantly if she was mine. I can only imagine what kind of trouble her parents did to get her to Wyoming. Perhaps they drove thousands of miles like we did, or they paid an outrageous amount for an airfare. Bottom line, that child needs to learn how to appreciate what her parents are doing for her.

Our road trip seems so long time ago now. I’m going to try not telling into full details how Hang fell off a log while crossing a creek and Marilyn busted out laughing. Or, how Hang and I played the ultimate gas game driving through the I-70’s 110-miles stretch with no gas station. Not even the fact that I almost got arrested for urinating in public in front of the police. But what I wanted to share is the sheer beauty of the places we’ve visited, and, how fun a true road trip with couple good friends can be!

Going backcountry at Yellowstone is clearly a must do. Trekking along, we saw few thermal baths and geysers. We even bathed in a creek where its cold water is mixed with the thermal bath’s 170-degree Fahrenheit water. It’s almost surreal to hike through miles after miles into a dense forest of dying trees. At the first night, we camped by the banks of the glorious Heart Lake. No can be found within 10-mile radius. Well then, we party. We finished a bottle of Jack I carried in my backpack for 12-miles. As it poured rain all night, we got wasted in our tent scaring off the bears. This debauchery continued on night after night. Nature eh?

After our backcountry experience, we explored Yellowstone by car. Witnessing the Old Faithful erupts was pretty darn cool. But after a while, all the geysers and hot thermals all started to look the same. Yes, I know the thermals are hot, and we are indeed walking on a live volcano - hip hip horay. We then drove to Bozeman, Montana. There is something lovely about Bozeman. The people perhaps? The people in Montana are probably the friendliest amongst the states I’ve visited.

We fled Jackson Hole, Wyoming from being arrested after yet another night of consuming an excess amount of alcohol. After a night of heavy drinking, we made Marilyn drive us from Jackson Hole to Salt Lake non-stop. She was pissed off and irritated that we not once offered to drive. Hang said he was dizzy, and I was in the back seat passed out. I suppose “I’m sorry” is due. We opted not to stay in Salt Lake since the place we originally booked a room was a piece of crap, but we managed to see a few things such as the Mormon church, the Mormon Village, and the states Capital building. After dropping off Marilyn at the airport, Hang and I drove to Moab, UT to see the Arches.

Starting of our exploration in Utah at the Arches National Park was just right. Why not start with a bang eh? I know I should never compare places I’ve visited, but it’s so hard not to compare the Arches to the sights I’ve seen in the Middle East. The weather, the landscape, and my scarf - it’s so easy to reminisce. Take note - visiting and paying $20 to go into Dead Horse National Park was a scam! You dive up a mile to go to a view point and nothing more. After that, we got scared to go into Canyonlands because it’s probably the same sh$t. Yes, we were park-OUT! The next day we visited Bryce Canyon. I didn’t care for Bryce that much. Again, maybe I was just park-out, or tired. But seriously, after a while, all these canyons started to look the same.

Our last stop in Utah was Zion National Park. Again, at this point we were done with the parks and just wanted to get to Vegas. We got to the east entrance of the park and we were so cheap to pay $25 to enter, and decided to leave. After contemplating for some time, we realized that going through Zion is the most direct way to get to Las Vegas. We succumbed and paid the fee, and it was worth every penny. I’ve seen many beautiful places in my travels. Let me tell you - Zion will rank to be one of the best. Driving through a narrow zigzag road at the base of 2,000+ feet ancient sand dunes was intimidating. The grandness of these hardened sand dunes in my book is incomparable, at least for now.

We finally made it to Vegas. Our friend Mike delivered and booked us a hotel room that opens up to the pool. Score! The funny part about being in Vegas was – we didn’t feel like partying. Maybe we were just exhausted after days of partying in the woods. The next day, after we had dim sum for lunch then proceeded to California to see Death Valley, the lowest point in Northern America. Ha! I can now say that I’ve been to the two lowest points on earth (Dead Sea and Death Valley). It was excruciatingly hot, but worth the visit. The highlight was the Sand Dunes. I again reverted back to my memories of the sand dunes in Quarzazate, Morrocco. I guess I can say: same same but different. The drive home from Death Valley was just unreal. It’s a place where silence can easily take a hold of you. The valley overlooking the mountain range is a work of art. I wish you could have been there with me.

The places I’ve visited for eleven days can be described with infinite superlatives. There were moments such as viewing the glorious sunset of pastel colors at Yellowstone Lake that will forever be painted in my mind; or the memories with Marilyn and Hang offending our two Californian neighbors in our campground that we can only reminisce amongst ourselves without offending anyone. We all travel with the purpose of satisfying ourselves. Yes, some prefer to go abroad, some local, some likes to be frugal, and some likes to be extravagant. But as long as you're having fun, that’s all that matters. And indeed, I had a blast!

Friday, August 21, 2009

the question.. my day.. vacation

Ten years ago, when I was asked “Where do you want to be ten years from now?” I don’t exactly remember what I said. But I can assure you I was a lot more ambitious then. I would have never answered my life as it is at the present. Stuck in a cube all day, going solo, I do the daily dreadful commute to work everyday from home, and the happy-meter is not really at its max. Oh well, it is what it is right.

It’s my day today. I can be very selfish when it comes to my birthday. It’s my birthday! As my niece says repeatedly “MINE! MINE! MINE!!!!” I’m so sick of celebrating it with someone else. I have seven friends on facebook who has the same birthday, plus the others who were born one day before or after August 21st. I mean, did our parents decide all at once to procreate in November so that we, my fellow birthday celebrants will be born on the same day? Really?! For me not to celebrate in Los Angeles, I’m leaving town!!!!

I am on vacation!!!! I first celebrated my freedom by the waters at the beach on a work-day. I miss those days when I don’t have to work and just hang. Now, I live in a trance. Everything is a routine. I do one thing after another. I started to not notice things as they became so dull. It’s such a bummer, but what can I do – IT IS WHAT IT IS!!! At the strike of midnight, I celebrated my birthday downing tequila shot into my throat.

I’m leaving today for a little road trip. We’re going all the way up to Yellowstone. You should be excited for me! I’ll let you know if we ever needed to use bear repellant. That’s if I live to write another blog. Who knows!

Have a fantastic day everyone!!!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

parking... kid's question... life eh?

I recently donated $60 to the city of Los Angeles for a parking violation. Seriously, $60? What a scam! So today, as I was parked under a sign that says 2-hour parking I played musical chairs with two of my friends in our cars. This continued on for the next eight hours until all day parking took effect at 6PM.

I heard a little girl asks “Mom, why the women and the men’s bathroom sign different: for the men, the legs are apart, and for the women they are together?” I’m always fascinated how curios children are. At times I’m in awe, or even uncomfortable with the questions they ask. I wish I remember all the questions I’ve asked when I was a kid. Knowing me, I’m sure I’ve asked a lot of really stupid and almost retarded questions that pissed my parents off for even thinking of such questions.

Life eh? You just don’t know when it will be taken away. Every nano-second that passes by becomes the past, and could easily be forgotten after the next minute. So might as well seize it, and try to live every second in our own accord. Who knows, you may never experience another second again. Live as if it’s your last! May my Nanay Aida rest in peace.

Friday, July 17, 2009

conversationalist... taxing mj...pursuit of happiness... my boss

How can people not run out of things to say? And, how can people not say anything? I guess to be a great conversationalist we must find a happy medium. People get annoyed with both extremes. We can’t just keep rambling on things, or we can’t say nothing at all. We don’t have to say the most intelligent things all the time, but we must keep them interesting.

I read online that San Francisco Assemblyman has introduced a bill to legalize , tax and regulate mary-jane. Apparently, the thought is to use the tax proceeds to help solve the state’s debt. Wait, I thought for a while that it’s been legal. I guess only for people who are ill. A lot of people that I know already hold a valid medical use license. And they’re far from having life threatening illness such as cancer and or AIDS, or at least they seem healthy and in their twenties. Anyhow, I’m all for taxing the use of such substance. It legitimizes the legality of sale even if it’s just for the sick.

My friend at work last day is today. I give props for people who seek personal happiness. If you’re not happy, what’s the point of doing it? I did exactly the same thing at my old job. I just wasn’t happy anymore. One fine Tuesday morning on June 17, 2007, as I was in the shower, I made a realization that I need to quit. I called my Mom, my two sisters for a reality check, and then gave my two weeks notice the same day. That was the most rewarding decision that I have made yet. We all must pursue what makes us happy. I’m all for that!

My boss came to my desk twenty million times today with the same question – any progress? Give me a break! It’s Friday for crying out loud. Everyone in my team seems to be on the same page as I am. I actually started to duck every time I see him coming. At one point I started to run away from my desk once I saw him talking to the person next to my cube. Anyway, I can’t believe people are still practicing micro-management. I’m sure he’s a very nice person, but you know, I need my space!!!!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

you messed up in the head?.... getting too wasted... incubus..

Is everyone messed up in the head? I know my mind can be crazy and f-up at times. And, my mind goes a million miles an hour thinking of wild thoughts I care not to share with you. So if this happens to me, it must be happening to all. I wish to never have the ability to read people’s mind. That will just drive me insane. If I can be crazy in the head, you must be too!

I went to a friend’s birthday party this weekend out in Hollywood. I got a little carried away and got totally wasted. Not just wasted and I can still utter the words “I’m drunk, dude!” But rather to the point where I was such a mess I was crashing out. Why do I put myself through that? It’s not like I have no experience in things like this! I guess I just don’t know. It just happened. Let me tell you, if I could give a reason I would. The problem is I don’t remember the night. Thanks Moo for taking good care!

Ah! Earlier this week, I went to see one of my favorite bands of all time – INCUBUS!! And it was at one of the best places to see live shows in the summer time - the Hollywood Bowl. I saw them last year in Manila, Philippines as I was wrapping up my round the world. My funeral song still is “Drive.” I’ve already choreographed it. As they carry my casket from the altar after a mass, the song will be played acoustic live. I can honestly say, I know all the songs they played at the concert. Rock ‘n Roll!!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

I remember!... On the Road... Traffic... MJ Memorial

Newsflash: I now remember what I did 4th of July 2008! My buddy Krack called me to remind me what I did, and this was confirmed by my journal written July 8, 2008. I wasn’t getting wasted as originally thought. I was in Yosemite doing a 25-mile hike with Moo, Angie and Noah. Mystery solved!!

I went to Sedona and Grand Canyon for this years July 4th weekend with Hang (aka Ansel Adams), Karen and SJei. I’m not going to tell you how spectacular sunset at Sedona, or how grand the Grand Canyon truly is. But rather, I’m going to share how wonderful it is to be on the road again. I miss being on the road – whether it be on my own, or this time with great company. It definitely beats being in a cubicle punching away numbers all day. It’s been over a year since I’ve been back, and let me tell you, everything still reminds me of all the places I’ve been to, and all the people that I’ve met. I just love the freedom that comes along while traveling. Until next time! Insha’lla.

Throughout our road trip, we encountered multiple traffic jams. One time, a lady fell off a bike which was good enough reason to cause a jam. However, most of the time, even on a regular day, I encounter traffic jams due to – NOTHING! Seriously people, there’s no event here. So why is there traffic?!? I sometime wishes there better be someone dead at the end of this dreadful traffic jam.

Anyway, MJ’s memorial is over. I actually watched the whole thing today. Too bad I didn’t get tickets to go to Staple Center. Well, I didn’t try. Again, I wish I had a magic wand to get those tickets. When Paris Katherine spoke of her dad was the highlight for me. I can only imagine losing a parent at such a young age even how crazy they may be.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

FB..cactus..trying. memory loss...

My work recently blocked access on Facebook. Where am I? Iran, where you can’t even access Facebook without going around security? This place is turning into a sweatshop where I can’t even have interactions with people outside work. I suppose they don’t pay us to f-around during work hours. Who cares! I’m still mad, and going through Facebook withdrawal.

I bought this crazy looking cactus last week. I swear this plant is a trip on its own (I’ll post a photo soon). Study shows that plants on your desk increases productivity. Why did I buy this plant then? That just means one thing – it will turn me into doing something I really don’t want to do- doing more work! I should just give this plant the boot!

Is to “try you best” all that matters? I guess the answer really depends on what you are trying to accomplish. I caught myself saying this week “I’m trying here, it’s not like I’m sitting here doing nothing!” In a world where everything is not standardized and you are expected to produce, I can only wish I have a magic wand. How cool would it be to just strike that wand and make all my wishes come true!

It’s July 4th weekend! I was talking to my friend recently, and we tried to figure out what I did last year for July 4th. The fact that I can’t remember bothers me! Where was I on July 4, 2008? I know I wasn’t working since I was bumming around last summer. I don’t think I was at the beach. For sure didn’t stay home. But, where was I? Most likely, I was somewhere partying getting really trashed which led to memory loss. For now, that weekend in 2008 remains elusive……

Friday, June 26, 2009

drinking..mcd...micheal jackson

I drove to work this morning hung-over, feeling like death, eating McDonalds while listening to Michael Jackson.

I've gotten really hammered the last two nights. Why? I’m not sure. Clearly, I have to do a full day of work the next day. And I know I have to rely on my brains functionality. Work is not all pleasantries; I actually have to produce something. I guess figuring out why is almost ridiculous. Because ultimately, we all are in search of one thing - a good time! At least make it worthwhile.

A lot of people hate McDonalds. I heart McDonalds. While traveling, I made a habit to search for the nearest golden arches wherever I maybe. Maybe it feels like it’s the closest thing to home. People who run MCD are pretty good catering to different cultures. For example, McDonalds in the Philippines serves chicken and rice or in India where they have curry plate combos. Next time you’re somewhere far, check out what’s on the menu. It could surprise you.

Ah, Michael Jackson. Everyone is a fan. Don’t deny. I’m a huge fan. Who else can top Michael? Probably no one! I never got the opportunity to see the man perform. Before he died, I asked a few people – how much will you pay to see Michael Jackson perform? I would pay around $300 to see him. Now, that’s just not possible. RIP Michael! Rock it with Farah Faucet in heaven.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

dreams and time...

I always wonder - why don’t I have any dreams at night? Is there something wrong with me, or I just don’t remember my dreams. Someone once told me, if you dream of feces you will win money. I am just waiting for that dirty dream with shit all over me.

I’m still in pursuit to find answer who invented time. I myself don’t wear a watch. I’m not a fan. I prefer the old way s of seeing time where my shadow lies. We’re reminded everywhere what time it is. It’s in our computer screen, clock across my desk, our cell phone. We can never get away! I made an attempt to find answer to my question. And I quote “time was not invented… time does not exist at all..,” “time is relativity” Thanks Eisenstein! Why can’t we live in a motionless world where time is irrelevant? And where the world doesn’t rotate and everything is at a halt. We go our own pace. I hate the fact that we have to go to sleep at a certain time so we can wake up in time. Time – you should just go to hell!!!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

mondays and iran....

Monday SUCKS! I’ve been working for years now; less the 18-months frolicking around the world, but Monday’s never seem to get easier. It’s always a bummer waking up on Monday mornings. But what can we do right? It is what it is. We all have bills and lifestyle to keep. Anyway, instead of making my life more miserable, I decided to look forward to this week. I know it’s a lie, but I must look in the Brightside.

I’ve been watching a lot of news lately to follow all developments in Iran. Still, one of my favorite places in the middle-east is the city called Esfahan, Iran. My experience traveling in Iran was all positive. I met the kindest and the most wonderful people. I went and saw magnificent places such as Esfahan, Tehran, and Persepolis to list a few. However, it’s really unfortunate that first, the world see Iranian people as enemies, and second the instability that is happening internally. I hope for the best to Iran, and one day I will go there once again. I am one of the bigger advocates for people to see Iran for themselves before making judgments.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

no sun.. but i got lucky

Saturday afternoon, and the sun have yet to make its appearance. What a scam. I guess it’s not always sunny southern California. But it’s so easy to be spoiled by its perfect weather.

Before getting ahead of myself, I must narrate what happened to me last night. I had a few margaritas in Orange County before I went to LA. On my way to my friend’s place, I was stop at a random checkpoint. Checkpoint scares the hell out of me. I don’t know why, but maybe because I was buzzed or that I can be a hippie. The point is I hate cops and checkpoints even if I’m innocent. Anyway, I got off that quite easily. Funny thing is, right after the DUI checkpoint, I drove towards a liquor store to get some alcohol. The moment I started driving away from the liquor store, I saw red and blue blinking lights behind me. What the hell is going on? I pulled over to the side and the police started to walk towards me. I was a nervous wreck and asked what did I do? They claimed that I swerved and almost hit another car as I started driving. I call that bullshit! They made me do bunch of DUI crap while I was still in my car like following his fingers with my eyeballs. As always, I passed with flying colors. Good thing they didn’t check my car! Like the fortune teller once told me, I'm one lucky bastard.

Been running around LA all day. Was in Chinatown for some dim-sum. Then spent hours at the arts district assisting friends taking photos. It was fun, but the day just drag under this horrible weather.

Friday, June 19, 2009

I'm back in business....

It’s Friday afternoon and I’m just about to lose it. Actually, let me set that straight, I was in a 2-hour meeting earlier and I was dying. Hence, I started to lose it five hours ago. I'm not overly motivated today to do major work. I worked to hard the last two weeks and I need a break while I’m getting paid. Give me a break, just today! Not sure what everyone in the office are doing, but I know some folks are still gungho about the new restructuring that is being implemented on Monday. Who cares! I know some people are playing games on their phone (ehm.. JW), and some folks are actually working. But me on the other hand is writing this blog. Call me whatever you want, but I just want to get the hell out of here.

Anyway, I decided to start blogging again. I missed blogging. If you are interested, my old address is http://blogs.bootsnall.com/rsanagustin/ If you find yourself in the same situation as I am right now on a Friday afternoon, be my guest! It will open your eyes about the world, and my journey circumnavigating the globe.

Ya, so I’m going to try to finish up work. Whatever it is I have to do end-of-day. Ah! I wish I don’t have to do any work. I still believe work is for suckers!!!!